The Lawn Cafe @ Eco Terraces // Blossoms of Light @ Eco Meadows

Recent hot picks of photography locations in Penang : EcoWorld Gallery || Eco Terraces and Eco Meadows.

#1: The Lawn Cafe @ Eco Terraces, Paya Terubong

Address: PT2509,, Jalan Paya Terubong, Paya Terubong, 11060 Paya Terubong, Penang.

I was scrolling thru instagram the other days, seeing people visit those "glass-house cafe' in KL or Johor, hoping that I could had a try some day later, and then now Penang happened to have one in Paya Terubong area. It is the Lawn Cafe by Eco World. The cafe is literary small, not spacious enough to serve the customers, but you can take away the yoghurt or drinks and have some relaxing moments sitting outside the cafe. It is definitely a nice place where you can have a nice chatting with family and friends in the nice windy environment (if you visit in the evening perhaps after 5PM).

The fruity yoghurt that I ordered. Something fresh on a hot weather !

#2: Blossoms of Light @ Eco Meadows 
Address: PT 740, Jalan Paboi, Mukim 14, Daerah Seberang Perai Selatan,14100 Simpang Ampat, Penang.
Operating hours: (Weekdays) 9 AM - 8 PM; (Weekends) 10 AM - 8 PM

Didn't get the chance to visit "Light Rose Garden" in Seoul yet? It's okay, now you can pay a visit to Blossoms of Light first, it is a month-long event starting from 19th March to 17th April. 

I went on the first day it launched, so wasn't able to take much photos in the garden due to the overwhelming situation.

The garden is filled with colourful tulips with LED lights at the night.

Random | End of the final semester

It's been a while since my previous update, probably since December. And my final semester is about to end in 2 weeks time. Time flies. We used to complain how regretful we are coming over to KL for Advancd Diploma, how much we miss homes, and hoping the final semester comes sooner. But when it's actually here, we started to feel: "wow! That's too quick. We don't even get ready for that." Anyhow, we're still so excited finally get to go home. Still thanks to my babes aka roommates/housemates who stand with my "too not punctual" attitude all the time. 

March has been a hectic month for this semester, yet the most enjoyable throughout my study life in KL.

Busy with all the mid-terms and coursework, meanwhile having lots of outings and chilling.

There are too much to worry, too much to consider, too much to work on; I guess that's the excuse to chill and to have fun to temporarily get rid of all these.

Considered to withdraw from SHU when I found out there's a possibility of refund, decision confirmed when I actually received my ACCA result on the same day, which actually hit me down to the bottom.

My mood was in a total crush down, I was doubting my ability to continue and not reconcile to it at all.

Feeling so shameful to talk about it as well ! *sob sob*

So, Europe trip cancelled, vacation to Greece doesn't fit into my timetable as well.

Why does everyone get to study abroad and going for a vacation, but I still have to stuck in here working on those ACCA papers?

I need a vacation too!

A short update this time, which pretty sums up my life in the past 3 months.

Will be back once I've done my final exams! :D

Random Post | Hard Feeling

Just took a test today. I thought I had well-prepared for it. I thought it would be the easiest to score among the others. I thought I'm confident enough to take the challenge. But I end up feeling there was nothing I could do when I had the paper on my hand. It was totally out of my expected, it's not something I could do. 

I couldn't even understand what the scenario is trying to say. Such a big failure isn't it? I'm now wondering how can I take the remaining 2 papers while I didn't even touch the CR study text yet.

Finally received the notice from college that I have got to pay my remaining school fees. It's shame to admit that I had lost my scholarship. I'm actually trying to hide the truth. Silly me, feeling so shame that I fell out from the full scholar list. Guiltiness kills. 🔫

I was crying when I talked to my mom about it. Getting the money from her. Can you understand that kind of feeling?

1.05.2013 | Happy Labour Day

Aloha! Happy labour day guys! Time flies, April is already the past tense. And FINAL is just around the corner, another 2 weeks from now. Still lack of preparation, kind of stressful here. The thought of dropping off the course always pops out in my mind lately. Btw, I'm back to Penang again, though there are more distractions here, e.g the iPad; yet I feel more comfortable being here in my home, and my hometown.

Motivation needed. Concentration needed. Do pray hard for me yar! ^^


Anyway, back to the topic today. Headed out to catch up Iron Man 3 with my family today. It's really a nice movie. I like it when all the robots came out together trying to defeat the bad ones. So, a long waited movie by all has just screened, and now I'm looking forward for Man of Steel and the most important one, Fast and Furious 6!

#ootd for today, using the new S4.

Wearing long pants today, I know this is very rare.

Cause my mom warned me not to wear shorts so often when I'm already at the age of 20, especially I just bought lots of shorts these days.

Shorts are simple, and easy for doing shopping, don't you agree with that? Teehee.

See, the photo quality is TERRIBLY CLEAR!!!

I can see my pimple here. *I don't apply make up to cover it thou*

Normal mode VS Night mode.

 I love the new S4 so much, feels like changing my iPhone 4S already. Yet there are more features waiting me to discover since the android phone is still different from Apple product.

Till here then. Nighty night! ^^

What if i could turn the time back?

During the Professional Development class a few weeks ago, my tutor gave us a task, to give a speech with the topics given, but the topic is chosen by draw lots, which means we couldn't choose the topic we like.

So, here's the topics;

• If I have 25 hours a day, I would...
• If I have only 30 days to live, I would...
• If I could turn the time back, I would...
• If I have a car that can fly, I would...

I'm the lucky number 2, and the 25-hour-per-day topic is drawn! Yea. How "lucky" I was. It's really a difficult topic to me as I didn't prepare for it and all of my understanding is that, there's not much things to do for the extra hour. I never thought of the aggregate hours for each year, that's why I'm totally stuck and out of ideas.

I bet most of you would choose the 2nd or 3rd topic right? So do I. 

If I have only 30 days to live, I would:

• travel to my favourite countries: France (Paris, Provence), Venice, New Zealand, Italy (Rome) and so on.
• try out those exciting games I've never dare to play: Bungy jumping
• spend more of my remaining precious time with family and friends
• visit to a few places where I stayed when I was still a baby
• spend every single day going out and blog about it, leaving my best memories

All of these sound so familiar to everyone, yes, I'm not an extraordinary person, so they are the common answers that most of the people will say.

Alright, back to the point. If you could turn the time back to fix things that make you regret, it sounds so great right? I already feel excited imagine about it.

Found a photo of me with the designer clock to suit with the theme, added some effects trying to make it look magical, which is very FAIL actually.

What to do if I could turn back time?

The first thing I'll do is do well in my PMR exam. My result is going up and down all the while, it was totally a downturn in Form 3. Although scoring 6As is already out of my expectation, I still feel so regretful for not being very hardworking on the revision, especially you have a pretty result of scoring straight As for UPSR and SPM, but except PMR. Some might said that nobody will care about PMR, but it's always one of my biggest regret of not being able to have a perfect record.

For the second thing, I wish I never had stop learning my chinese orchestra, the so called "gu-zheng". I'd learnt it for 5 years during my primary school, there was once I was being forced to give it up due to the drop of my result, and I tried hard to get back up cause I really love this orchestra a lot. I used to love Saturday a lot cause it's the day that I could practice it. Unfortunately, during secondary school, I was forced to give up playing "gu-zheng" again, and this is going to be like forever. My lousy school has the instruments and they are not available yet they don't want to repair it. I tried to learn other instrument, "pi-pa", which is one of my favourites too, but I found that I still prefer "gu-zheng". 

If I could turn time back, I really wish I don't have to give it up. In my entire life, "gu-zheng" seems to be the only thing proving that I still have my own hobby, my own interest.

I wish I had joined the training course outside, I wish I had never leave a regret like this.

Running is one of my favourite too. You know what, I used to race with the male classmates after class (primary school). I always enjoy the satisfaction of racing and winning or get beyond the others. I used to participated in the 100m and 4x100m sections on the school Sport Day. I may not be the best, but still considered okay I guess? At least I won the 1st runner up too! During my high school life, I no longer participate in the Sport Day, there was once the teacher asked me to participate the 800m section, but I rejected it saying I don't have the stamina, which is the truth. I still race, in the necessary time (annually), like scoring for my sport's house team, which contributes marks for Sport Day.
If I could turn the time back, I wish I still have the chance to race again. I will ask if the teacher could switch me to the 100m or 4x100m. Even if the answer is a no, at least I tried right? I would probably be a lot better than what I'm doing right now - blogging how regretful I am. I'm a big girl now, no more primary school or high school life, no more racing opportunity. Regret! Regret! Regret!!!

If I could turn back time to reconsider and make a choice again, I would never choose Accounting. Accounting is never my type, it's never in my interest list, instead I'm actually hating it. It's true that choosing something you don't like is much more suffering, now that I understand, but it's already too late. Never choose something people told you. Instead, you should choose something you like, it may not be the best you can do or something you're good in, but if it's something you interested, you'll always be passionate on it and will never be beaten down.

Actually I had thought of choosing Interior Design, but I thought it was just a temporary interest of mine as that time, renovation is going on my new house, and I feel like I've no talent in designing and no creativity. But now I found that I'm not, I'm still interested in it, I always give extra attention whenever I saw those interior stuffs and envy those who actually take the course. And designing can be trained as well.

How am I going to get through the time facing accounting, taxation and audit stuffs in the rest of my life?

I would not come over to KL for my AFA if I could turn time back. It's one of my biggest silly decisions I've made. I always wanted to learn to be independent, yes, I learnt some over here, yet I'm still regretting. The only good thing I found in KL is I get to shop a lot, and more often. For the rest, I could not find anything good. I couldn't get use to the teaching method, the study, the food, the hectic life and everything over here. Should have directly go for ACCA papers in Penang!!!

If I could turn back time, I would definitely maintain who and how I act like in primary school. I know it sounds very unbelievable, but I'm a lot different when I'm in primary school. At least I can mix around with everyone naturally, can play and fool around. Unlike the current characteristics I have now, the consequences of being over-protected. But still I'm trying hard to improve and overcome, like how I I did in primary school, overcome my shyness and fear standing at the stage, facing the crowd during the singing and story telling competitions.

Actually there are still some other things that I did it wrong, and I wish the time could be turn back and allow me to fix the things back to the correct path. But I'm not gonna write about it anymore, cause this blogpost already look like an essay. LOL

Here's a video which could be understood by those 80s or 90s like me. Miss those time a lot!!!

What if...

Have been thinking about a lot of "what if" days ago.

What if I score a straight As in my PMR....

What if I'm more sociable like I was in primary school....

What if I didn't stop learning my favourite orchestra....

What if I joined the school track and field sport as a runner....

What if I played even crazier during my high school....

What if I joined more camping activities.....

What if we never get started....

What if  I never get involved to these bad rumor stuffs....

What if we never had arguments....

What if all of us still get along and celebrate our anniversary....

What if we never tear apart....

What if I didn't opt for accounting....

What if I opt for something I might be more interested, like interior....

What if I never decide to come over to KL....

What if I work harder to make the things right....

Yuppp. A lot of "what if" pop up in my mind, and more to go.

If these "what if" happened, everything I have now will be totally different, I couldn't imagine how my life would be.

Better? Awesome? Amazing? Mess? Sucks? 

But what's with these "what if", we never get to change any of them.

We never get to travel back and changed the decision or behaviour we had.

No matter you like it or not, you gotta get through every stage, make decision that you might regret or glad some day.

I made lots of mistakes through these years, have been regretting and thinking that many things would be different if I fix it right, somehow I never get beaten down by these wrong decisions, I'm glad that till now I'm still standing to fight against every obstacles I encounter.

Here's an article that I  saw it from a website, a nurse revealed the top 5 regrets that people say while they are deadly-sick. It's really meaningful. *thumbs up*

So,

Happy New Year in advance!

Year 2012, I'm gonna say goodbye to you now, thanks for not treating me real bad.

And hello year 2013, please be good to me. *pray*

A quote that I like it recently: 纽扣第一颗就扣错了，可你扣到最后一颗才发现。 有些事一开始就是错的，可只有到最后才不得不承认。

보고싶어

Missing you, 보고싶어 (boh-goh-shi-puh)

After watching a few episodes, not more than 5 of them, and I'm already telling my friend that this drama is crazy, and a little bit "byeontae" (pervert in korean). Alright, it's not really pervert as written, but it's really very dramatic.
Murderer, school bully, kidnap, rape and etc. It happened in the first 4 episodes, dramatic isn't it? Anyway, it made me cry too, pity-ing them like a lot. Somehow I couldn't wait to fast-forward, since I could guess that they aren't going to meet until they grew up. Looking forward for the coming episodes, I mean so far there's only 9 episodes were aired, and it only air twice a week, so it's still long to go. 


Anyway, I'm coming home next week, after the last presentation. Owhhhh. Can't waiitttttt!
Yet final is just around the corner too! Nervous? Worry? Anxious? Stress? Mixture of all i guess?
What should I do? Seems like everything is a lot tougher here. Regretting of coming over, regretting of choosing AFA, regret more for the decision I made in choosing accounting!!! Why? Should have chosen interior design? Would it be better?

Someone once said it's okay to make mistake at this age, because someday when they ask what we want to be, we'll be able to answer without guessing. I don't know what the others think of, but I personally agree with it. Maybe it's just an excuse to comfort myself for making the wrong decision? Who knows. 

Actually I'm inspired by Twilight for this statement. *wink wink* 

Make as many mistakes as you can that when someday they asked us what we want to be, we won't have to guess, 

| Emo issue of the day |
No one else is left. No one. They do have people around, but neither me. Such a failure isn't it? Like the forever alone kind. No one else to talk with, no place to express, no shoulder to lean on. *self-depression on-going* Feel like I'm gonna burst soon!
Especially missing home whenever I happen to meet this kind of situation. *sob sob*

I wanna go home so badly!!!! 

Water Damage on iPhone

Did I mention that I dropped my iPhone on the floor last Wed? 

Yes, I really dropped it from a high area to the wet floor!

At first, everything looked just fine, no crack on the screen, still receiving watsapp message and etc. 

But then, when I was replying the message, I found that I couldn't hear the typing tone; and even when I played songs with the max volume, I barely can hear it. Tried to turn the phone off and then on again, but it's still the same. 

I was so panic, I even used a hair dryer and try to dry the water. Somehow, it's still the same. Then I decided to try my luck and Google search for the similar situation. And so, this is method that I Google out and decided to try, putting my iPhone into a full container of uncooked rice with a cover, it is said that the uncooked rice will absorb water. Th next day, I daren't take it out, they said it's the best to keep it in the uncooked rice for 27 hours, so I went to take exam without my iPhone, kind of unsecured by the way. After like 20 hours, I took it out nervously and I was surprised that my iPhone was still on, which I swear I turned it off last night. And guess what? The speaker turns out to work normally! *jump with joy* At least at this moment, my iPhone is still working properly. 

I dropped my previous phone into the sink full of water too, and I got to repair it, but not long after that, the side effect appeared. So it's kinda lucky that my iPhone turns out to be okay.

My friends do know that I like to have all my things neat and tidy (not including my room *evil laugh*). They also know that I can keep and maintain everything properly, but definitely excluding my phone. It's true! No matter what phone it is, no matter how much I care of it, I always drop it. Why why tell me why?

Check this out for the solution to save your iPhone from water damage! http://iphone.appstorm.net/how-to/phone/how-to-save-a-wet-iphone-or-ipod-touch/

They Are Back! ❤❤❤

Unlike the other idols of mine which I'm not their all time fan, they are the on;y exception, the all time top idol in my heart, no one else ever beat them down, and never able to. I've been a fan of them since 10 years ago, which is when I first heard their 3rd album, Genesis（美丽新世界）until now, didn't stop loving them for any single moment. After all this years, after the Selina-incident, after Selina and Ella got married, and after 3 of them producing their own albums and having their own path, they are still together, as promised that they will sing till their 80.

And today, after 555 days of the Selina-incident, as you can see from the event, 流行音樂金曲奖頒獎典禮, SHERO IS FINALLY BACK TO THE STAGE, 3 of them, TOGETHER! Tears immediately shed out when I saw them standing there on the stage together. Yeah! It's the stage, not wedding dinners of theirs. So glad, so happy and so touch! Having a really complicated feeling to see how amazing and attractive they are while performing on the stage.

SHERO is back to the stage on 230612 @ 第23届流行音樂金曲奖頒獎典禮

Ｓ．Ｈ．Ｅ的强势回归！

Giving the loudest applause to Selina who stood up bravely and also congratulation to my beloved S.H.E for getting back together on the stage again!　♥.♥

S.H.E ♥ Together . ＦＯＲＥＶＥＲ

一起开始的旅程

Just so Random.

Annyeong！又結束了一天的課！日子真不好過啊！對了，剛剛去了逛街，想買前幾天沒空買的包包，但居然賣掉了！是不是我跟這種包包無緣，所以注定我沒有一次買的成？T____T

最近，突然發現自己好有當宅女的資質！沒上課時，幾乎可以整個星期都不出門。就算有課，放學後卻寧可拒絕所有的邀約，就算在家無所事事也可以。真是瘋了！


So not used to update my blog with Chinese, feel so funny when using Chinese to crap nonsense! Lol. Well, stay tune for last Sunday wedding celebration's post yar. Gonna update it by tonight if possible.

4 February 2012 #PART 2

While mummy and I were out for thai dinner with relatives, daddy invited his friends to come over our house.

As you can see from the photos below, yea, that's their purpose, to share their fishes, I mean to 'show off ' in a certain way?

Am not gonna introduce their names to you cause I don't really know too. Go to 'Chui Sui' (The Malaysia Marine Club) if you're interested in those marine fishes kay.

The big and glowing coral.

The marine fish lovers.

They called daddy 'President Lee' if I'm not mistaken, it's so funny when I first saw this calling, I guess he earned that calling cause he spent the most? Lol. Yea. Daddy is madly in love with his marine fishes, he can spend a lot just to buy a fish! What the... And sometimes when adding a new fish into the tank, it get sick and so does the rest, there was once the whole tank of fishes are gone. I know they look really nice, pretty and attractive, some might even look cute, but I still wanna complain!!! Sometimes it's very unfair you know, when we have to save the electric without turning on air-cond, those fishes still get to enjoy 24-hours air-cond, see! That's the difference between fishes and humans. I'm jealous! Alright, I'm just kidding kay.

I guess I should end this post here. College just re-opened on Wednesday, so far so good I think. Having 1030's morning class tomorrow, and still have a night outing, shall get some rest now. Nights world! :D

Happy New Year

Year 2011 is about to end soon, it's just like a blink of eye, and a year has passed, time is moving too fast! Step by step, walking through this year, not really tough nor easy, but when I recall back the moments, I'm glad to know that there isn't any big regret this year. By then, I had one great experience this year, which is going oversea without my parents' guardian. Alright, I meant went together with my relatives but I gotta settle my luggage and time arranging all by myself. It's really great that I could do so.


2012 is coming up in another hour, actually I don't really look forward to it cause once I step into this brand new year, I'm no longer in the range of age 1x, it makes me feel like I'm already old in a sudden. One more thing, this I'm probably leaving my hometown to continue my study, don't feel like doing so. I'll be missing here so much!


Till here then. Gonna continue my drama before my revision. Oh yea. I'm having exam until next year. Do wish me luck yar. And happy new year everyone! ;D

Random

It has been more than a month since my last update, I always wanted to update something but end up writing nothing cause of my laziness. How are you guys lately? LOL. I'm doing quite great here but a lil bit busy.

It's already week 7 of the semester. Since last week onwards, I'm gonna have test for almost every week, and I have to rush for the assignments too. Glad that there's only a presentation for this semester, and it doesn't require any memorization, just need to be well prepared to answer the questions. But that's also what I'm afraid of.

Here's some of my recent photos. As you can see, my bang is really sucks that sometimes I need to pin it up.

Really wish that my hair would grow longer at a shorter time.

Happy birthday in advance to myself!

Random.

I'm currently working as an assistant of my mummy, working on those accounting stuffs. I take the opportunity as a kind of work practice and gain some experiences though the financial statement of my mummy is quite simple yet have some differences with what I have learnt so far. I don't know why suddenly I feel that the job isn't that boring just as I felt previously. Is it because I now view the job in different perception? Or because I now understand account more? Uhmm. Whatever! Just wish to settle the work before the end of the month. Then I could continue to date with my babes.


Talking about outing, well, I made some shoppings alone, as well as with friends and my mummy. I bought quite a number of clothes recently! *laughs* Yea. I'm happy with that, but never satisfy. Sadly, the clothes are mostly in white just as usual. Gonna continue to hunt for dress, pretty tops, shorts and shoes. Heeee. Girls never say enough even if the wardrobe is already full isn't it? Especially now my wardrobe is still pretty blank. Oh yea. I'm finding scrub and effective hydrating mask, any recommendation?


The optician's assistant called that day, reminding me to go and have my eyes check cause I have not been there for almost 2 years. I need to change a new pair of lens annually, but since I didn't been to there for such a long time, I'm  wearing old and maybe full of bacteria's lens! OMG! I'm actually wearing the lens every night! I start to worry about my eyes now. Worrying if the optician will tell me that my eyes are infected, or my eye sight has become worst? That's the matter that I always worry about before I go to the optician center. *sincerely pray that everything will be alright*

Still remember this?

The evil shape left after the fire.

And the smoke that made the ceiling so black.

Yea. I went back to my previous house last night.

Miss there so much but not in this kind of messy situation.

The current look of dining room, store room, master room and so on.

The house is under-going painting progress.

Yappie! New colour. It will make the house looks brighter after the fire incident.

Mummy was cleaning something.

Then I found my toys!

This is the so-called "ma-ma-sak". LOL.

Plates, bowl, cups, spoons, folks and knives.

My Barbie dolls!

Can you see the dark doll and the one with pinkish flower dress? They are the most expensive among all that I have!

They made my day when I was small.

I can play them for the whole day without feeling bored. TEEHEE.

The clothes, bags and shoes.

I get to buy a new set every year as Christmas present.

See, she even has bed and TV! HAHA.

This is my first doll, with the broken head.

Night view. Nice right?

Do you know who I am?

我很念旧的，你知道吗？

Do you really understand me? Do you really know me well?

Do you know anything about my past?

Well, I guess not all of you know about that.

I never tell anyone about the situation I had when I was small.

All of you must be thinking that I was  treated like a princess when I was just a little kid right?

If that is what you are thinking of, then you are totally wrong!

I remember that day when I said that, "when I was small, I seldom have the chance to eat McD or KFC cause my family couldn't afford it.", I got funny and various of reactions.

They were all looking me like an alien, with the unbelievable, you must be kidding, and shock expressions.

And I do got an interesting reply, someone said, "I never know that -  couldn't afford , these words will come out from your mouth."

Well, they are the truth.

But I had very happy moments that sometimes, the present environment couldn't be compared with.

I wasn't come from a very rich family, especially when I was small.

Who else know that I had lived in several rented houses?

Who will ever believe that I couldn't even have fast food once in a month?

Who else know that the money matter will become the main reason that caused argument between siblings?

I know!

With money, you can purchase lots of stuffs.

But money does cause arguments as well.

No matter you are besties, siblings or relatives; when it comes to money matter, it actually ruin relationship.

Yet I am not saying that everyone acts in this way.

There are people who still put relationship on the first place.

When everyone around me is spending, I am not.

I knew someone might opined that I am stingy. *well, I don't mind*

However, I just want to clarify that I am not.

I want to spend as well.

Girls never stop to shop even if their wardrobes are already full.

So do I. But, I don't have money!

I don't know how and where the hell they find money to shop!

I just couldn't find any.

I have been facing money problem that since last year, I never able to save money.

I am not spending a lot. But where have the money been to? I have totally no idea.

I feel so sick of that.

Whenever I saw nice clothes, accessories, books or whatever things that attracted me, I will be thinking to buy. But when I think of the money matter on the next moment, all I can do is to cancel the plan. ='(

Yea. I might be stingy on some matters.
I might be fussing on some matters.

But I was trained to do so, that wasn't what I really want.

And sometimes though I fuss or mumble about that, I still willing to spend at the end.

Till here then. Will blog when I'm able to think of more.

Btw, final is just around the corner, which is on the next Mon.

But I'm blogging and chasing after drama instead of revising.

So good luck to myself and all the Tarcians.

Hopefully I'm able to control myself to focus more on the exam matter. 

当地球180度转弯，白天就要变成黑夜；

当地球继续180度转弯，黑夜又恢复白天；

当我为了一个人180度转弯，我背对着我叹息，

当我为了自己再次180度转弯，一切可以重新开始。

*赌*

人生就像一场赌局

有输；有赢

需要一点点智慧；

一点点经验；

一点点勇气；

还有一点点运气

可是人生还多了一样不可缺的：人脉

那天，听说了，

有些人成绩不太好，依然想尽办法让他进名校

知道原因吗？

居然是因为，为了让他们认识多一点有钱人

好让他们以后出了社会，有一点那样的人脉，也许会有帮助

很可笑吧？但它却是不可否认的事实

也是我由始至终都缺的！

赌，有些人可以赌上家产；赌上未来；赌上一辈子

却也轻而易举的失去所有

真的值得吗？

虽然有时，有些事情确实该赌一赌，搏一搏

但总该适可而止吧？

*只是突然有感而发*

我，不会再把赌注下在没把握的赌局上了

因为，不值得；

因为，找不到理由；

因为，失去了勇气；

只因为，我从没赢过

The Love, towards English?

I just remember of the FCE exam. I missed it last year due to the trip to Singapore. I was informed that the exam has been postponed when I came back from the trip, but that was too late for me to register it.

This year, I was thinking not to miss it again. Unfortunately, the HK trip attracts me. And I don't feel like miss out both of them. I will have a check on the exam time, if it does crash with the trip, I might have to wait for the another year again.

Seriously, having two Singapore certificates are truly not enough. I need at least a FCE certificate.

In the strong competition environment like this, without unique talents or skills, these certs will be the only hopes.

I can write, in simple English.

I can read, in the correct pronunciation, but of cause not those deep words.

I can speak, but not smooth enough.

What a shame to admit that I was actually English educated, when I was small.

Yes. Very small, which was in kinder-garden.

That kinder-garden really emphasize on English.

I don't really remember if they teach Chinese subject, but I remember all the kids are required to speak in English.

That's the reason I was sent to there.

I was able to speak smoothly during that period but I just can't do it now. *sad case*

Alright, I'm going to improve my English from time to time! (which I have already promised myself like more than 5 times?)

Anyway, I want to clarify something here.

Don't ever think that I'm a clever, brilliant or intelligent person. I never is.

I always memorize, memorize everything, but of cause end up with just remember part of them.

That's already enough actually. The rest is common sense and throw whatever I think it is related to the question.

I do that whenever there is a exam. Especially to those parts that I totally don't understand, memorize is the only way I can do instead of just giving up like that.

And I'm a straight-minded person.

I think straight. I never think well and in different ways, because I'm not capable of.

I always wish that I'm not a straight-minded.

Maybe that will be troublesome and worries might increase as well, but I just want to have a try.

I can only handle those so-called "dead stuffs", means things which are already fixed.

For those things which always change and seem to have a trap there, I just can't handle it and figure out the solution.

Till here then. Will have test on Wed and Thurs.

*Pray real hard*