What if...

Have been thinking about a lot of "what if" days ago.

What if I score a straight As in my PMR....

What if I'm more sociable like I was in primary school....

What if I didn't stop learning my favourite orchestra....

What if I joined the school track and field sport as a runner....

What if I played even crazier during my high school....

What if I joined more camping activities.....

What if we never get started....

What if  I never get involved to these bad rumor stuffs....

What if we never had arguments....

What if all of us still get along and celebrate our anniversary....

What if we never tear apart....

What if I didn't opt for accounting....

What if I opt for something I might be more interested, like interior....

What if I never decide to come over to KL....

What if I work harder to make the things right....

Yuppp. A lot of "what if" pop up in my mind, and more to go.

If these "what if" happened, everything I have now will be totally different, I couldn't imagine how my life would be.

Better? Awesome? Amazing? Mess? Sucks? 

But what's with these "what if", we never get to change any of them.

We never get to travel back and changed the decision or behaviour we had.

No matter you like it or not, you gotta get through every stage, make decision that you might regret or glad some day.

I made lots of mistakes through these years, have been regretting and thinking that many things would be different if I fix it right, somehow I never get beaten down by these wrong decisions, I'm glad that till now I'm still standing to fight against every obstacles I encounter.

Here's an article that I  saw it from a website, a nurse revealed the top 5 regrets that people say while they are deadly-sick. It's really meaningful. *thumbs up*

So,

Happy New Year in advance!

Year 2012, I'm gonna say goodbye to you now, thanks for not treating me real bad.

And hello year 2013, please be good to me. *pray*

A quote that I like it recently: 纽扣第一颗就扣错了，可你扣到最后一颗才发现。 有些事一开始就是错的，可只有到最后才不得不承认。